lovedogs1990:

This makes sense

The old white dudes that are in charge of everything are scared as fuck of YOU.
Gerard Way’s message to the young women in the crowd. Fonda Theatre 10/14/14. (via sky3cifervalo)
disabled intersex survivor trans babe needs a hand up

brokewhorerecords:

quick recap on my situation. In the past year since my last mental health crisis that put me in the hospital for 40k of bills that did not address any of my issues, i have been denied disability, medical and housing assistance, all social services and affordable care act insurance. Primarily because im trans and broke and unemployable (a big chunk of my PTSD is from workplace issues, i havent worked fulltime in 5yrs and lost my good freelance jobs when i socially transitioned) on top of that the bipolar meds im on sap my energy and exacerbate my chronic pain issues but no doctor listens or does anything different. Im Stuck i cant live like this i need support so I can get out. Go somewhere else where it sucks less, where i won’t be told No for everything I need over and over again. My community is all broke too and my natal family washed their hands of my problems long ago. I dont know how im gonna pay rent and bills much less get ahead enough to save for the surgical work i need to address the mutilations they performed on my baby intersex genitals. If you want to help, please consider donating to my PayPal agaglady@gmail.com or you can pay what you want for one of my many electronic music albums at submistress.bandcamp.com . If you cannot afford this please at least boost my cry for help. This situation is so messed up and i cant get out of it by myself. Thanks, Alexis

there have been over 100 shares, thank you! but this post has raised only 5 dollars. my last post, with over 400 shares, raised enough money to ensure i could eat and pay my phone bill. i Need your help. without it I will be forced to do something ridiculous like pretending to be a trans guy for survival reasons. Cause boys get their fundraisers met and girls are left out in the cold. Im fuckin shivering here making a little pouty face. How pathetic, I am worthy of your help and assistance! i shouldn’t have to joke about this stuff but it is So hard to watch community support magically appear for Men but never for women, especially non binary intersex trans women. Please. I don’t have Any other resources.

radical boys club

not gonna name names ever but watching transmasc fundraisers and help me! signal boost! paypal posts get funded almost instantly over and over and over and over again. DO I need to pretend to be a trans guy to get my needs met. If you think this is about you it probably is. What are YOU doing for struggling trans girls exactly? taking up ALL the oxygen. can’t BREATHE here

tolodiusp:

static-convolution:

#AlphaBrainRhythm #MPC60 #DrumMachines #Lifestyle #RogerLinn

BUY IT FAST

i had one. have fun with 2mb, mono, tiny sample time. still such a beast. the 12 bit converters do dirt in a completely unique way compared to other converters. the pad feel is unforgettable, next to my mpc2k i used the 60 as a controller for a long time before i sold it to a buddy. Do it

tolodiusp:

static-convolution:

#AlphaBrainRhythm #MPC60 #DrumMachines #Lifestyle #RogerLinn

BUY IT FAST

i had one. have fun with 2mb, mono, tiny sample time. still such a beast. the 12 bit converters do dirt in a completely unique way compared to other converters. the pad feel is unforgettable, next to my mpc2k i used the 60 as a controller for a long time before i sold it to a buddy. Do it

ya boy did it again

bufotoxin:

bufotoxin:

constantly having to deliberately downplay your mental illness but also constantly worrying that you’re making it up for attention, somehow

the number of people who relate to this troubles me and imo demonstrates exactly who suffers when you fearmonger about Fakers

whether or not we are considered trustworthy reporters of our Own condition, whether or not we are taken seriously or denied Over and Over again. it so so hard not to internalize this doubt when your so called Caregivers refuse to give Care that you Need. somehow from this position of three steps behind, we are supposed to trust that the next caregiver we line up would be any different, all this Work for the possibility of being taken seriously

seriously fuck y’all for Ever trying to talk us out of our own experience of our reality

Things I’m good at - Chronic Illness version:

danathepaina:

  • Not complaining when in loads of pain
  • Swallowing several pills at once
  • Not sleeping at night
  • Sleeping all day
  • Waiting patiently in doctors’ offices
  • Knowing more about my prescription medication than most pharmacists
  • Knowing more about my illness(es) than most doctors
  • Having memorized the phone numbers of my insurance company, pharmacy, PCP…
  • Cancelling plans at the last minute
  • Tripping over my own feet
  • Not leaving the house for days

aside from not having insurance or disability or a trustworthy doctor or therapist, pretty much

pinebark:

seeing a lot of people use the term ‘genderfluid’ lately and i wanna remind everyone that it’s still okay to call it sex juice or just cum

my gender explained

hard times are hard But they can’t take away my DIY cutie pie aesthetic

hard times are hard But they can’t take away my DIY cutie pie aesthetic

Track List:

1. Efdemin - Some Kind of Up and Down Yes
2. Vasculator - Overmapped
3. Morphosis - Too Far (Marcel Dettmann Definition 1)
4. Rene Audiard - Glow
5. Chase Smith & Karl - Glow
6. Naeem - SITE #6
7. Kamal - Foolin’
8. Nick Hoppner - Track for Ebb
9. Darling Farah - Body
10. Fred P. - State of No State
11. White Material - Put On
12. Doubt - Beauty
13. Depeche Mode - The Darkest Star (James Holden Remix)
14. Michael Wolski - Who Am I
15. Kris Wadsworth - 222A
16. Dense, Pika - Vomee
17. MATRiXXMAN - The Caravan
18. Iori - Spaciotemporal
19. Mike Dehnert - Eigenzeit
20. DJ Shiva & Angel Alanis - Bad Case of the Mondays
21. Sol & Sample, Transparentman - Choking
22. Prince of Denmark - Cut 02
23. Xhin - Blade Moth
24. Sterac - Rotary
25. Makam - Girls Night
26. Skudge - Surplus
27. Martyn - Bad Chicago
28. Sebo K & Metro - Saxtrack (Reboot Twisted Fist Remix)
29. Jamie Jones - 911
30. Paranoid London - Eating Glue (Instrumental)
31. South London Ordinance - Harrier
32. Mosca - Clinical Trial
33. DVS1 - Black Russian
34. Cosmin TRG - Sommer
35. Joe Farr - Big Jeff
36. Radio Slave - Don’t Stop No Sleep
37. Levon Vincent - Love Technique
38. Achterbahn d’Amour - Trance Me Up (Skudge Remix)
39. Vril - UV
40. Nitzer Ebb - Control I’m Here
41. Acid Jesus - Radium
42. Larry Heard Presents: Mr. White - The Sun Can’t Compare
43. North Lake - Cult Wisdom
44. Maelstrom - Bipolar
45. Owen Sands - The Great Houdini
46. Gusto - Sideswipe
47. TRUST - Rescue Mister (Avalon Emerson Cybernetic Edit)
48. Randomer - Percussion Workout 2
49. Truncate - Bodega (Ben Sims Remix)
50. Benjamin Damage - Delirium Tremens (Robert Hood Remix)
51. Pittsburgh Track Authority - Pitfalls (Revolution 909)

brokewhorerecords:

quick recap on my situation. In the past year since my last mental health crisis that put me in the hospital for 40k of bills that did not address any of my issues, i have been denied disability, medical and housing assistance, all social services and affordable care act insurance. Primarily…

even in my dreams I am under constant and consistent assault from family of origin and from childhood aggressors and when I wake up each morning in full body agony it is hard to remember that it's not from the dream it's just what Every Day is like living with unmanaged chronic pain and no access to medical care. if livings gonna like this I don't want it anymore. No way to imagine a future when my present needs unmet and haunted by the past. Get me out of here!
disabled intersex survivor trans babe needs a hand up

quick recap on my situation. In the past year since my last mental health crisis that put me in the hospital for 40k of bills that did not address any of my issues, i have been denied disability, medical and housing assistance, all social services and affordable care act insurance. Primarily because im trans and broke and unemployable (a big chunk of my PTSD is from workplace issues, i havent worked fulltime in 5yrs and lost my good freelance jobs when i socially transitioned) on top of that the bipolar meds im on sap my energy and exacerbate my chronic pain issues but no doctor listens or does anything different. Im Stuck i cant live like this i need support so I can get out. Go somewhere else where it sucks less, where i won’t be told No for everything I need over and over again. My community is all broke too and my natal family washed their hands of my problems long ago. I dont know how im gonna pay rent and bills much less get ahead enough to save for the surgical work i need to address the mutilations they performed on my baby intersex genitals. If you want to help, please consider donating to my PayPal agaglady@gmail.com or you can pay what you want for one of my many electronic music albums at submistress.bandcamp.com . If you cannot afford this please at least boost my cry for help. This situation is so messed up and i cant get out of it by myself. Thanks, Alexis